Will our misguided focus lead to our demise;
Or lack of focus?

You make me feel better;
You help me prioritize;
Thanks rationality.

Knowingly dissimilar.
Unknowingly simmilar.

I... I don't know you... but... I feel like I should.
Apollodorus

Perfection made complete - in your eyes.
But I sat and pondered, sweet demise.

Independence;
Synonymously liberating.

Live your life. Don't let anyone live it for you.
Apollodorus

I was talking about you. I was guess-timating.

Too much drama at the moment at home, at school, at church - things are really doing a full 180 on me.

So, I get busy - caught up - with all these stupid dilemmas; and I'm sorry I haven't been there for you lately.

Read my Tumblr. You should make one too.

Empedocles

I live 51.6 miles away.
Guess it's not me.
That'd make me too self centered and egoistic to think so as well.
I just googled and read stories about people like me.
Pathetic is the first word I can think of.
I need a real hobby.
I should stop being dependent on people.
I made my relationships my life.
I spent my last few years living in the past.
Because things were good then,
Because things were simpler.
Because it's damn easier to ignore than to accept.
Because shit can't be as sugar coated as we've fucking always wanted it to be.
Because I am weak.
Because I'm just me.
It's funny how there's no I in myself,
But there's a you in yourself.

I don't have depersonalization disorder.
It's just easier to point the finger.

Also, sorry I didn't talk much today.
I just wanted to see if you'd ask the questions this time.

Apollodorus

Sixty miles away, and you still care.

Empedocles

Thinking less.
Feeling less.
Ignorance is bliss.

In need of a date.
Thinking more.
Feeling less.

Thanks for posting more.
I look forward to this more
Than you think I do.
Apollodorus

Sorry, Mom.
For the slight pain I caused today - I didn't mean to throw that fit.

Empedocles

Just for that moment, I felt
Fine.

When we talk,
I feel. Alive isn't the word I'm looking for,
But it comes close.

Lonely. Again. And. Again. And. Again

Apollodorus

It hurts me that my best friend likes my other best friend - the one that I like - actually, more than that; this bothers me - ow.

Empedocles

Nothing.



Because sometimes it's the best thing to say.

Apollodorus

I can't believe you said "yes".

Empedocles

Busy. Fuck that word.

Why can't I be busy for once?


Sweep sweep. Lost in the dustpan of life.

Apollodorus

It feels real to me.

I won't doubt it any longer.

You. Oh you.

Empedocles

I only care about what I think is important.

I have yet to find anything important.


I just want someone to care about me.

Significantly insignificant.

Apollodorus

All that was in veins

Was in vain.

Apollodorus