Every time I feel an inch of jealousy, I just tell myself that I can actually do better than you - and it makes me feel a lot better; because I can.

I realize this sometimes and wonder why I hurt so easily - because obviously I deserve a lot more than I can at times.

And so what if you talk to or flirt with other girls - haven't you before we even got together? So why am I feeling so fucking vulnerable? I shouldn't. Because - in the end, sure - some of them will be cuter or prettier or hotter or skinnier, but ultimately, I am going to make a fuckload of money in the future - and you'll end up with some dumb "cutesy-dutsy" Asian whore and live from welfare. Yeah. Fuck yeah, bitch.

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